This weekend I survived the major thing I have been dreading since the twins were born; whether or not I could handle being alone with them for a weekend or extended period of time. My parents went out of town for the weekend and I was worried. I very rarely do the night time routine alone (with out someone to help if things get out of control). So here I am 2 plus days later and you know what this was great! The twins seemed to cry less mostly because I could leave door open which did away with the where's my mommy gone freak outs! The night time routine went smoothly. And we really had fun. I think that my parents need to go on vacation more often!
It is also refreshing to know that when I am able to move out that I will be able to handle it. Maybe I have more patience and strength to do this on my own then I thought I did. I was actually impressed with how much i got done this weekend too. So all in all a great weekend and experience. Maybe change is a good thing ( for someone who greatly fears it)
